TO YOU GUYS OUT THERE WHO NEEDS ADVICE, MAYBEI CAN GIVE YOU...LOL

DON'T BE SHY, EVERYONE NEEDS SOMEONE. . . .

I KNOW THERE ARE SOMETHINGS YOU WANT TO TELL TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU JUST CAN'T TELL BECAUSE MAYBE YOU'RE SHY ARE SCARED WHAT THEY MAY SAY TO YOU...

WELL, THAT'S WHAT I AM HERE FOR...

JUST LEAVE YOUR COMMENT WITH YOUR NAME AND MAYBE YOUR EMAIL ADD FOR ME TO REPLY TO YOU...

BUT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO, JUST KEEP UPDATED ON MY BLOG,AND MAYBE I CAN POST MY REPLY TO YOU...

HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON....

TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS...:)

IKUTA TOMA SOSHITTE SHIROTA YUU HONTONI KAWAII!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!

isn't IKUTA TOMA and SHIROTA YUU freakin' hot???!!

i first saw ikuta toma in HANA KIMI, he plays nakatsu who fell in love with mizuki who disguised herself as a guy and nakatsu thought that he is a HOMO, but "ore wa homo janaii!!" (i am not a homo!). well, he figured it out that mizuki was just disguisingin the later part of the series. . . he's also in akihabara@deep, he plays box-kun,a clean-freak,fears women,an otaku (just like me). well,i'm currently watching akihabara@deep so i can't tell evrything aboutthe story. :)

i first saw shirota yuu in PRINCE TENNIS LIVE, well, actually, i'm still gonna watch it. lol! anyway, i also sawhim at HANA KIMI! he plays kagurasaka, sano's rival at high jumping. he is sooooooo cute and funny there, just like toma. i'm still watching akihabara@deep, after that i'll watch prince tennis live!!

here are some pictures of them! sooooooooooo cute!

GLoOmY sUnDaY: my suicidal song

Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

Gloomy sunday

Gloomy is sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death Im caressin you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessin you

Gloomy sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday

flunked again

i hate it!!!

i flunked again!!!!

huhuhuhuh,

i'm gonna die!!!!!

how come anatomy physiology is so damn hard???

i mean, it's not really that hard, it's the exam that is hard!!!!!

huhuhuhuh

i'm gonna die!!!!

' ' 'CONFUSED OR STILL CONFUSED?' '

A FRIEND TOLD ME THAT,
'DON'T GET MIXED UP WITH YOUR FEELINGS,YOU'RE JUST LIKE THAT BECAUSE YOU COMMUNICATE TOO OFTEN.MAYBE HE'S LIKE THAT BECAUSE HE'S GETTING ANNOYED WITH YOU.DON'T BE FOOLED BY THE GUY YOU LIKE'

I THINK MY FRIEND IS RIGHT. . .
I SHOULD NOT MIXED MY FEELINGS. . .
HE'S JUST A FRIEND,NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. . .

HE IS TOO PERFECT FOR ME,HONESTLY. . .
WE HAVE TOO DIFFERENT WORLDS. . .
THAT'S WHY I'M CREATING A GAP BETWEEN US. . .
ANYWAYS,IT'S NOT LIKE THAT WE'LL BE FRIENDS NO MORE,
WE'LL BE FRIENDS. . . .[PERIOD]



INSTEAD OF WORRYING THINGS LIKE THIS I SHOULD BE WORRYING ABOUT MY GRADES!!!!!!

TO THOSE WHO CAN READ THIS, I'M OKAY, I'M NOT CONFUSED ANYMORE. . . I KNOW WHAT TO DO I KNOW WHAT I'M FFELING NOW. . .
HE' JUST A FRIEND.[PERIOD]

ANYWAYS,I'LL GO BACK TO MY ORIGINAL BUSINESS. . . . STUDYING!!! [LOL] ^_^

' ' ' 'MY FEARS' ' ' '

If you get more than 30 I strongly recommend some counseling!

IF you get more than 20 you’re paranoid

If you get 10-20 then uare normal.

If you get 10 or less you’re fearless.

People who don’t have any are full of sh*t!

I Fear…

[] the dark

[x] staying single forever [oh yes! ireally do!]

[] being a parent

[x] giving birth [it's soooo sakit!] [lol]

[] being myself in front of others

[] open spaces

[] closed spaces

[x] heights [ohhh,i hate to see the site from up. . .i feel like i'm gonna fall] [lol]

[] black cats

[] dogs

[] birds

[] fish

[] spiders

[] flowers or other plants

[] being touched

[] fire

[x] deep water [it's because i fear of drowning] [lol]

[] lakes

[] silk

[x] the ocean [it's not the ocen i fear but the creatures beneath it] [lol]

[x] failure [who isn't afraid of failure?]

[] success

[x] thunder/lightning [i really do fafer thunder! it makes my heart skip a beat, i hate it!] [lol]

[] frogs/toads[

[] my boyfriend's dad

[] my boyfriend's mom

[] mice/rats

[x] jumping from high places [its the same as heights]

[] snow

[] rain

[] wind

[] crossing hanging bridges

[] death

[] heaven

[x] being robbed [i hate it!]

[] falling

[x] clowns [i don't fear them i HATE them]

[] large crowds of people

[] men

[] women

[] having great responsibilities

[x] doctors, including dentists [i don't know why, no wonder i have never been admitted to the

hospital]

[x] tornadoes [who isn't?!]

[x] hurricanes [who isn't?]

[] incurable diseases

[x] snakes [i just hate them!]

[x] sharks [those gigantous teeth!!!]

[] Friday the 13th

[x] ghosts [so ironic! i fear them but i can feel there presence!]

[] poverty

[] Halloween

[] school

[] trains

[] odd numbers

[] even numbers

[] being alone

[x] becoming blind [uhhhhh,no need to explain]

[x] becoming deaf [no need to explain either]

[] growing up

[] monsters under my bed (as in scarypeople)

[x] creepy noises in the night

[] bee stings

[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals [

[] needles

[] blood

[] dinosaurs if they were alive

[] the welcome mat

[] high speeds

[] throwing up

[x]falling in love [uhhhhhh,i don't know why. . .[lol]]

post ur total score out of 70

A STRANGER IN THE HOUSE. . .

do you know who is the person i hate the most?????

well, none other than my brother. . .

people kept telling me,

'Lise, bisag unsa pa na nimo ka-hate imong kuya, imo gihapon nang kuya'

yeah sure he is my blood-related,brother in short. . .

but i don't see him as my brother. . .

i treat him as a stranger. . .

"pnaka-baga'g nawng, walang utang na loob!"

these are the words i kept on telling to myself. . .

guys, don't think that i'm such a harsh sister. . .

you do not know the story behind our conflict. . .

i got problems too you now, but my problem is my brother. . .

i hate the devil inside him. . .

he's not the "kuya" i know. . .

i envy those people who has a brother who is so sweet, so kind, so gentle. . .

i really envy them, who seems so close to each other. . .

i envy those little sis or bro. who has a brother that treats them nicely. . .

i had that brother, once. . .

and i lost him a long time ago. . .

from a sweet,caring,gentle brother,

to a devil in disguise. . .

he may show his "SENSITIVE SIDE", but please, don't be deceive by those looks. . .

that's just the devil who disguises himself. . .

you can say, i really hate my brother. . .

yes, but it's not him i hate but the devil inside him. . .

i hate the way he treats us like we are no one to him!

i hate the way he treats the girls! his kids and practically everyone!

honestly, it came to my mind that one day, i might kill him while he

sleeps, while he eats or while he is turning his back. . .

if only killing was not a crime, i would have done it earlier to stop the burden and pains we have!

he is too much. . .

if you'll ask me what kind of pains we've been through because of him,

it will take me days to enumerate those pains. . .

so don't wonder if you'll ask me about my brother,i'll give you a smirk, you know the reason. . .

i wonder if those kind of people can change?

honestly, the other half of me wants him to go away and the other one,

wants him to change for the better, for our sake. . .

right now, all i can do, is watch him torture us [verbally or kng wala siya sa tarung pangutok niya, maybe physically]

i'm glad that i have partially let out my feelings towards him through this blog. . . think whatever you may think about this or about him or about me. . .

i'll just remind you: "YOU DON'T KNOW THE STORY BEHIND OUR CONFLICT"

better ask me before judging. . .

if ever he is reading this blog of mine, which i doubt, or anyone who knows him. . . .

[kahibalo jud ko naa jud]

"PLEASE LANG! CHANGE NAH! FOR THE BETTER AND NOT FOR THE WORST! MA-LUOY KA!"

"GOD HELP US, HELP MY BROTHER!"

are my last words for this blog. . .

NEVER BLAME ME BOIE. . .

damn! i met this guy, who seems so perfect. . .

[LOVE is of all passions the greatest, because it simultaneously hits the heart, the head and the sense -sir Lot-]


he has all the qualities i'm looking fo in a guy, DAMN! is he the right guy fo me?!
GIVE ME A SIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"can you picture me as your partner for life?"
"i wanna knoe what turns you on"
"i wanna knoe what makes you cry, so i can be the one who makes you smile. . ."

a lot of things are running in my mind. . .what will i do if this happens and that happens. . .what will i say, what to do,if you're the one or not, is this a sign or what. . .
DAMN boie, you're making it hard fo me!

I knoe i said that you're the guy i've been looking for, but i guess, you're not that perfect. . .

you see, in life, not everything needs to be perfect. . .

sometimes, you need to break some rules to enjoy life. . .and i knoe you knoe what i mean. . .

boie, lighten up a little, break some rules. . .be a bad boie once in a while. . .

boie, you made me feel this feeling again,and i thank you fo that. . .
you see boie, this all started when we became fwendz. . .

i tried to stop this feeling but like what alex said "ba't ang bike, pwede mag-break, yung cellphone nalo-low batt, ba't yung puso di na pipigilan?"
[well, actually, it's the feelings not the heart]
well, you get what i mean. . .

boie, because of you, i'm getting soooo confused. . .



should i or should i not. . .
huhuhuhuhu. . .





i guess, i will not be in such a hurry. . .


if you are the one, we'll see. . . .
if not, then. .. .NICE KNOWING YOU BOIE! [LOL]

wwhen a boy makes a girl jealous. . .

a boyand a girl,the best of friends.

From elementary to high school

frombeginning to end.

Through all those yearstheir friendship grew.

They both felt the same,but neither knew.

Each waking momentsince theday they met.

They both loved each othersunrise to sunset.

He was all she hadin her terrible life.

He was the onewho kept her from her knife.

She was his angel,she made him smile.

Though life threw him curves,she made it all worth while

.Then one day,things went terribly wrong.

The next few weekswere like a very sadsong.

He made her jealouson purpose he tried.

When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"on purpose he lied.

He played with jealousylike it was a game.

Little did he knowThings would never be the same.

His plan was workingbut he had no clue.

How wrong things would go,the damage he would do.

One night she broke down,feeling veryalone.

Just her and the blade,no one else home.

She dialed his number,he answered, "Hello"She told him she loved himand hung up the phone.

He raced to herhousejust a minute too late.

Found her lying in blood,her hearthad no rate.

Beside her was a note,in it her confession.

Her love for this boy,her only obsession.

As he read the note,he knelt down and cried.

Grabbed her knife,that night they both died.

She was found in his arms,both of them dead.

Under hernotehis handwriting said:"I loved herso, she never knew.All this timeI loved hertoo

."if u dont repost this in 20 minutes..

u will losethelove ofur life and never get them backTitle it...

"WHEN A BOY MAKES A GIRLJEALOUS"

you're heartless! ! !

Message: IF this doesnt touchyou,you havenoheart.........

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone inthe parkone night....

Daniel: I guess we are the left oversinthisworld

Jasmine: I think so... All of myfriendshaveboyfriends and we are only the 2personsleft inthis world without any special personinour lives

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girlfriend for30 daysand youwill be my boyfriend

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact idon'thaveanything to do for the followingweeks...

DAY 1:They watch their first movie and theybothtouchedin a romantic film

DAY 4:They went to the beach and had apicnic...Danieland Jasmine had their quality timetogether

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus andthey rodeona Horror House....Jasmine was scaredandshetouched Daniel's hand but she touchedsomeoneelse's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:They saw a fortune teller down the roadand theyasked for their future advice and thefortune tellersaid: "My darlings, Please don't wastethetime ofyour life... spend the rest of yourtimetogetherhappily" Then tears flow out from theteller's eyes

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to thehilland theysaw a meteor...Jasmine mumbledsomething

DAY 28:They sat on the bus and because of abumby roadJasmine gave her first kiss to Danielbyaccident

DAY 29:11:37pm Jasmine and Daniel sat in the parkwheretheyfirstdecided to play this game...Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you wantanydrinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll justgo downthe road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me....20mins later... a stranger approachedJasmineStranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ranoverDanieland he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergencyroom andhehanded out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel'spocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realizedyou are areally cute girl and i am reallyfalling foryou..Yourcherished.... smile you were everythingwhen weplayed this game..... Before this gamewouldend...I would like you to be mygirlfriendfor therest of my life.... I love youJasmine...

.Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... Iloveyou...Remember that night when we sawa meteor,I mumbled something... I mumbled that Iwish wewould be together forever and never endthisgame.Please don't leave me Daniel.... I loveyou! Youcannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY........

Always love your loved ones and showthem howyou feel before it is too late...

Youwillnever knowwhen they will be gone from yourembrace...

If youwere given a time to bestow petals ofeverlastingcompassion and love to your lovedones.

.Today isthe day....

Love them while they arestillhere...

Copy Paste and after 24hours ....

Yourloved onewill realize how they are significanttoyou!

Repost this in 5min.and a miracle will happen tonight

PSDo not ignore or youll regret it later